Monthly Archives: March 2015

[post-summer] one

hello
I am wondering
who you are
and what you do
as I figure out
who I am
and what to do.
how uncalm is your approach?
I feel your insides shaking
from across the room,
but I am also too caught up
in creating someone
I need people to see.
I would later find out
that I could just be,
and you are trembling
from uncertainty and trivial pursuits.
how do you code conviction?
how do you compose correction?
something is binding you
the same way I am binding myself,
and we are all asking to move forward,
but is it that easy
when you are facing the world alone?
you never thought about the pieces
you would have to pick up
after yourself,
after others.
the summer heat would have melted
all of it
away from your head.
you hide in bed
while I am hiding in books
that have yet to be read.

re: negative

i am simply losing it between frames & bits that haven’t translated properly to your eyes to your ears re-use this teabag twenty times over to memorize & dilate aroma i know how to clutch onto details until my hands shake from letting go but if you leave for dear life i will scale seas to pretend i am alright i would fake being alright for your own sake because you couldn’t handle the weight of anyone’s sadness if you were the cause of it but I can understand armour derived from anger up against broken thought hitting transparent walls far from getting off off of sad remainders you look you look you go